Enjoy it while it lasts

I'm definitely enjoying it while it lasts. My daughter sleeping in my arms, her hand in mine. Because tomorrow at this time, she'll be onboard a plane back to Manila.

It's been almost 3 months since she came here to KL for a very long summer holiday. And eventhough we never get lots of chances to be together in the past, I must admit that we have bonded pretty well during her holiday here. My website, Youtube and Twitter are witness to that. I have always spent most of the time with her if I'm not working.

And it just breaks my heart to see her go. I don't know how I'm gonna handle it this time. My eyes are swelling as of this writing, with my daughter sleeping beside me. I hate this feeling. It's something I just can't show to other people, especially to Selena, because it's the weak side of me. I've always been known to be bubbly, carefree and happy. But I guess I just can't help but show the motherly side of me.

I love you so much, my baby...