In a few minutes, we will be fetched by the driver who will take us to the airport. Selena will be going back to Manila with my Aunty Susan today at 7AM. I've been trying very hard to not think of it the past few days, yet, the day has really come.
I will surely miss Selena. Her shrieking voice at 3AM, her constantly pulling my arm to accompany her to the toilet, her kisses and hugs, her "I love you's" and "Muah-muah's"... everything.
She has left her Barney hotdog pillow with me. She sealed it with a kiss and told me, "Mommy, I will leave this with you so you will always remember me. Always hug this, ok?". She also has a heart pillow in Manila which she embraces to sleep. Marlou gave that to me on Valentine's 2005.
She will be going back to school anyway, so she will be very busy there. If she won't be able to make it for the 3rd Grading/Quarter, maybe I can ask her to come back here again. Hmmm, not a bad idea, huh!
Anyway, gotta spend more quality time with her now...